Todays been all fuzzy

Well what more can i say ? Started bad with my brother and all. Didn't want to go to school. What could i do ? Well i tried to talk to him, but nothing happened, he really didn't want to go. Just because of a pimple. He said that i didn't know a shit about going to school. Anyway, after an hour trying to convice him to go to school i gave up. Then my mum called and got angry with him. I would to if i were her.

Now i just sit here and doing nothing in the middle of the night. I'm tired and all, but can not sleep. I have to change the sheets and all, but i'm to tired to. My dear boyfriend was here before, but he had to go home. So now i have to sleep all alone! And then i have to wake up my brother tomorrow at 6, to make sure he gets to school and all. Hope he don't have another pimple. Then i get angry with him. I'm not angry alot you know, but when i get angry, then i'm like a monster. Just yells and screams and everything, must look like crazy! But , i am a little bit crazy, always had and i will always be. And if you don't accept me as me, then i just say bye and turn around. I'm tired of ppl who want me to change, and i'm tired of trying to fit in. I just wanna be me!